simply surviving

Salutations, my non-existnent readers!! we meet once again!! well, since no one cares, I will proceed with this post and pretend like they do anyway!! as of right now, it's been a rough week, but i'm simply surviving, and maybe living just a little in between times. Today's my best friend's birthday, but her day wasn't so great...long story, which i won't tell because if anyone besides me reads this it would have to be her, and of course she already knows... well, i suppose now I should stop babbling. Hence, i will at the very least proceed to babble about something else. i've enetered the local governors school's poetry contest- wish me luck!! here is my favorite entry:
no one knows why
that girls, she hurts and she cries
her tears are a deluge of silence;
her pain is in her lies.
all of the time, she's trying to hide,
the way that she's throbbing, hurting inside.
pain like this is, it burns her like fire,
and it is accompanied, with a burning desire, to get out of this world's,
rain, muck and mire,
she doesn't really expect, she'll ever be free,
but now the only thing she wants, is to at last be free,
to get out of this burning down structure, that used to be she.

TGIF

TGIF!!!!!!!!!!!!! well, how are you, readers(as if i have any) well, since I probably don't have any readers, I'm going to keep blogging and pretend just like I do any way!!!!!!!! it has been a long and hard week, but it was a good week, too. i can't believe next week is Thanksgiving!!!!!!!!! OMG i have the funniest I.B. story to tell... readers(oh, my wonderful,m noexistent readers) who don't know about I.B., our classes, well, let's just say our class is pretty close.. in fact, we call our class our "I.B. family" well, see, in French, to review the family tree, the French teacher put all of our names up as in one!!!!!!!!!! and I had ot be married to da na da na, da na- Richard!!!!!!!! omg, will I always get stuck with him (his last name starts with H, and mine with I) he is soooooooooo annoying. well, after we did that, we had to get a divorce:no matter how much it hurt the children, things just couldn't work out. Out I.B. "family is close, but not that close;this is probably all i can post tonight, but I'll be back tomorrow(don't think I don't hear that collective groan) so I'll see you then!!!!!!!!!!!

Hello, google, hello, world!!!! I have see people use their blogs to advocate and communicate, andvall me a crazy copy cat(I love cats anyway :), but I think this is a great idea!! my blog isn't very pretty yet, and I'm still kinda getting the hand of blogging. I want to use this blog to share my writing, and to share what's going on in my life, my fighting and writing so I can keep surviving!!